living in a frigid place
The sun is like a distant friend
you walk across the frozen ground
all you see is a white frozen mass
a sobering cold that takes you in
longing for some sort of warmth
At this point I feel at a loss
like I lost all point to go on
a draining feeling of what could be
when will this all make sense
I've been giving all my time
it just seems like I'm standing in one place
never moving on to a better vision
just this constant drumming of nonsense
living each day hoping to find an answer to this question
one that eats away at me
the path I see before me
is one I no longer want to follow
just a never ending passage of disappointments
living each day as an automaton
going through the motions of a lost cause
once in awhile I see a glimpse of what could be
but then it's all washed away by nonsense
looking for a better way to understand all of this
everything takes on this constant colour of grey
A wash of the same everywhere you look
The people before your are all a blur
a walking mass of zombies
longing for a break from this unforgiving cold
it cares for no one
like a hunter in search of prey
killing it's quest for desire
I long to be back at my true home
the place where I belong
A land that most never understand
they see a world that's filled with decadence
waiting for that call to bring me home
taking in the world I love
with all of it's nonsense and opulence
I miss it like I'd miss my own limb
I no longer want the doldrums that I face
I want to sleep until it's my time to leave
like Rip Winkle but I'm awakened by a phone call
ready to jump to my feet
Taking the long journey to my true home
a place where you feel the sun on your face
you're surrounded by millions
living their lives moving in a flow
taking in the views I miss
the places I run to in my times
where I long to reflect upon myself
a constant crashing of the thoughts
that drive me to a better place
looking out among the masses
with a better vision
a better idea of who I am
when you inhale the surroundings
you'll feel a new life
like that on the silver screen
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